tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-20298929913643786222024-03-13T23:35:30.164+03:00QueeattitudeWelcome into the private life and musings of a young man going through this beautiful life. Oh, wait, I forgot to mention am gay though it ain't coz am not proud. It is because it shouldn't matter... Let's get on with it then. Shall we?Naughty feelinghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10263876364793780822noreply@blogger.comBlogger58125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2029892991364378622.post-59061664835934768552012-05-22T17:34:00.001+03:002012-05-22T17:34:16.716+03:003 Months and Counting...<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
So...<br />
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Am back to this again after writer's block and drinking from the Kool-Aid for so long.<br />
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I've missed this place *sniff* *sniff*.<br />
Will be updating soon as I settle down long enough. Till then here's a treat for all your thoughts<br />
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It's been playing in my head all week. Hope you enjoy it.<br />
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XOXOXO, NF</div>Naughty feelinghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10263876364793780822noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2029892991364378622.post-41488703719367554802012-02-17T16:03:00.000+03:002012-02-17T16:03:06.661+03:00FOR A GOOD CAUSE:<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
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I was approached by <a href="https://twitter.com/#%21/elliotlondon">Elliot London</a> who is an out film producer for LGBT movie themes. They are fundraising for their new film titled: <a href="http://www.indiegogo.com/myfriend">FRIEND</a>. In part the email reads:<br />
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<span style="letter-spacing: 0px;">The
objective with this project is to raise money for our feature film
FRIEND. A film about coming out in 2012. A time now when things are so
different with social networking. A time now that a child might not have
the correct tools to coupe with humiliation in an instant world. </span></div>
<div style="font: normal normal normal 12px/normal Helvetica; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;">
<span style="letter-spacing: 0px;">FRIEND
is about giving back. Its
a movie about accepting and loving oneself but most of all it is about
educating. With the proceeds from this film I am going to be donating
the profits to groups that help educate at risk youth... If we can raise
$10,000 to make our last film with social networking. Than $250,000 can
be done. Please take a look at the campaign we have started. Please
share this film... </span></div>
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<span style="letter-spacing: 0px;">Thank You </span></div>
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<span style="letter-spacing: 0px;">Elliot London</span></div>
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Anyone who can donate to this great cause should do so for equality's sake and to further bridge the gap on understanding what equality should mean and to put a stop to bullying of people percieved to be "different" from ourselves.<br />
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<span style="letter-spacing: 0px;">Sound
Track to THE WEDDING DANCE is available for .99 on iTunes and we are
putting all the funds from the iTunes sales towards the feature film.</span></div>
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<span style="letter-spacing: 0px; text-decoration: underline;"><a href="http://itunes.apple.com/us/album/the-wedding-dance-single/id502020650" target="_blank">http://itunes.apple.com/us/<wbr></wbr>album/the-wedding-dance-<wbr></wbr>single/id502020650</a></span></div>
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Thanks in advance.<br />
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Today we mourn the passing of a Legend and an icon of the past 30 years whose distinct melodious voice conveyed emotions that no words could adequately describe. It sucks but we pray she rests in eternal peace.<div>
We'll miss you Whitney. XOXOXO</div>
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A dedication from the queen herself:</div>
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:'(</div>
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Wow, this is embarrassing, am talking about coming from the blue like this after so long, I missed blogosphere...I digress. The main aim of this post is to make those of you who weren't to be aware of the premiering of Shuga 2 on February 14th, you guessed right, valentine's day!<br />
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The main aim of my post and excitement is the inclusion of a gay character of which I wonder about the possibility of it airing on our local TV stations since we're not out of the dark ages yet.<br />
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Anyway for those interested the video's to the right of this post and hope it tantalizes your taste-buds for more...TTYL<br />
<br />XOXO, NF</div>Naughty feelinghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10263876364793780822noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2029892991364378622.post-52262699445177666602011-08-09T10:01:00.000+03:002011-08-09T10:01:07.256+03:00UNDER MAINTENANCE<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">It's been a while with a lot happening in the "while" will update <strike>in a while</strike>, sorry, I meant soon.<br />
<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/-SSr4x0_4yVI/TkDbDVv4IAI/AAAAAAAAADM/OGEreI8xCe4/s1600/Under_Construction_Sign_.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" height="192" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/-SSr4x0_4yVI/TkDbDVv4IAI/AAAAAAAAADM/OGEreI8xCe4/s320/Under_Construction_Sign_.jpg" width="320" /></a></div>XOXOXO NF.</div>Naughty feelinghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10263876364793780822noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2029892991364378622.post-46710692917737232662011-05-17T00:05:00.000+03:002011-05-17T00:05:08.329+03:00HERE WE GO AGAIN<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on"><!--[if gte mso 9]><xml> <w:WordDocument> <w:View>Normal</w:View> <w:Zoom>0</w:Zoom> <w:TrackMoves/> <w:TrackFormatting/> <w:HyphenationZone>21</w:HyphenationZone> <w:PunctuationKerning/> <w:ValidateAgainstSchemas/> <w:SaveIfXMLInvalid>false</w:SaveIfXMLInvalid> <w:IgnoreMixedContent>false</w:IgnoreMixedContent> <w:AlwaysShowPlaceholderText>false</w:AlwaysShowPlaceholderText> <w:DoNotPromoteQF/> <w:LidThemeOther>SW</w:LidThemeOther> <w:LidThemeAsian>X-NONE</w:LidThemeAsian> <w:LidThemeComplexScript>X-NONE</w:LidThemeComplexScript> <w:Compatibility> <w:BreakWrappedTables/> <w:SnapToGridInCell/> <w:WrapTextWithPunct/> <w:UseAsianBreakRules/> <w:DontGrowAutofit/> <w:SplitPgBreakAndParaMark/> <w:DontVertAlignCellWithSp/> <w:DontBreakConstrainedForcedTables/> <w:DontVertAlignInTxbx/> <w:Word11KerningPairs/> <w:CachedColBalance/> </w:Compatibility> <w:BrowserLevel>MicrosoftInternetExplorer4</w:BrowserLevel> <m:mathPr> <m:mathFont m:val="Cambria Math"/> <m:brkBin m:val="before"/> <m:brkBinSub m:val="--"/> <m:smallFrac m:val="off"/> <m:dispDef/> <m:lMargin m:val="0"/> <m:rMargin m:val="0"/> <m:defJc m:val="centerGroup"/> <m:wrapIndent m:val="1440"/> <m:intLim m:val="subSup"/> <m:naryLim m:val="undOvr"/> </m:mathPr></w:WordDocument> </xml><![endif]--><!--[if gte mso 9]><xml> <w:LatentStyles DefLockedState="false" DefUnhideWhenUsed="true"
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<div class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-GB">Just</span><span style="mso-ansi-language: SW;"> thought I would drop in, rant and rave and get on with my exams that have kept me too busy to post some of the hilarious and sometimes dangerous things that have transpired since the last time wrote here (a story for a later time)</span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><br />
</div><div class="MsoNormal"><span style="mso-ansi-language: SW;">The purpose of my rant<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>is the new nomination to the post of Chief justice, a Mr. Willy Mutunga, who so nonchalantly echoed his sentiments to the interview panel concerning his ear accessory that has </span><span lang="EN-GB">kicked up quite a storm over the recent weekend. He told the commission that if it came down to choosing between the post of C.J. and ridding himself of his earrings, he would rather they keep the job to themselves.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>This turns out to be the source of the controversy that is raging.</span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><br />
</div><div class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-GB">Our ever dark age remnant church clergy have taken to the warpath once again and it is becoming harder and harder each day to tell if they are attention whores of some sort. I would like at this juncture to point out that as a catholic; I am part of the so-called church they seem to represent. The church clergy (read goblins) today went on hope FM a local Christian station and stated that Mr. Willy Mutunga was in actuality a gay person which you should note is different from him supporting equal rights for them. To further aggravate the matter, they out-rightly declared that wearing an earring on one ear was an accepted show of one’s homosexuality. This translates to anyone wearing a single earring being in danger of the cavalry.</span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><br />
</div><div class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-GB">Beyond all this, the fact is that after I read up on his track record I would think he is the best among his peers to handle the radical shift in the judiciary that we all yearn for. All factors considered, this is the best candidate for the job at this time. </span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-GB">P.S. I don’t think one’s sexuality is a hindrance to clear and impartial reasoning. Am just saying... </span></div></div>Naughty feelinghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10263876364793780822noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2029892991364378622.post-33345264723015048152011-04-26T21:08:00.000+03:002011-04-26T21:08:47.667+03:00Nyeri stiffs<a href="http://askauntbee.blogspot.com"></a>Naughty feelinghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10263876364793780822noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2029892991364378622.post-16356678597631771622011-04-04T23:20:00.000+03:002011-04-04T23:20:07.002+03:00Spring cleaning<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">Yeah, it's been a while, hasn't it?<br />
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I dunno how to explain my absence but then again, who can, right?<br />
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Anyway am writing this post after a while since I need some fresh infusion in my life. I am getting quite frustrated with plain 'ol normal. I haven't as yet sorted my public nor private life. I find that I have so many straight people surrounding me that I in essence am almost convincing myself that I might need to 'fit in' (cliché I know).<br />
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I am cleaning my friends lists and dumping the boring company I keep as backup I think it's time I took a risk. Who knows I might get a Mohawk, dye my hair red, get piercings everywhere imaginable and just to boot I might be bold enough to post a photo of myself on my profile.<br />
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Am honestly getting irritated with having to hide just because of who I am. Hey, I might even do something outrageous in plain sight. I know I sound crazy, but then again maybe I am. I want most of all to be free...<br />
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Now to go and start on those plans. (wish me luck! LOL!)</div>Naughty feelinghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10263876364793780822noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2029892991364378622.post-84204106127876139042011-02-12T15:55:00.001+03:002011-02-12T15:56:38.032+03:00The experiment Once again I don't understand how time moves so fast! A week is gone. A couple of exams are down and I must say am stupefied at how easy varsity examinations are! Or maybe am just smart? LOL!<br />
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Since my <a href="http://queeryoung.blogspot.com/2011/02/uphill.html">previous post</a> detailing the far I have come on my journey, I have had exams as I have mentioned and engaged in some games and experiments of my own.<br />
I did say that at times it does become difficult somewhat being gay and still ascribing to the teachings of Christianity. Some acquaintance of mine who has been nagging (and I mean NAGGING) me on the fact that being gay and being Christian are not two miscible qualities one can have. Mind you the said acquaintance is himself gay. Since he made my acquaintance recently, I can't help but to be very proud of myself (as If I could get any prouder). This guy has serious personal and esteem issues. He is the phony gay stereotype, those with the so outdated African-american slang and who keep calling someone 'child' in that annoying grandma-like tone (am not hating). Guess this passes off for some as being an urbanite or something rather, I digress.<br />
So this guy ( I will call him Sam*), has been a pitiable sight. Not only does he have no confidence in himself, he has no confidence of his appearance and worse still he still beats himself up for being gay. I have been playing Dr. Phil and hoping something would be better within him all to no avail. He, more than the homophobes, believes it is an abomination to be gay and I simply asked him why then would the same God make us this way and still exist within myself? Or was it being implied that the gay people of the world are God-less? I believe not. This led me to my 'experiment'.<br />
I ended up asking him to then question if he is at all gay. To which he replied in the affirmative. He was of the conviction that the environment made him gay and all that crap. I then asked him if he ever felt a difference between kissing a boy and a girl. He didn't answer this since he had no previous experience on kissing a girl. Don't lose hope just yet.<br />
See, I have a friend called Asha*. This girl is beautiful by any standard if the looks she is given on a normal walk is anything to go by and the countless offers from would-be suitors. Asha is my best friend and she does know am gay. She doesn't have a problem with it, if anything we are even more closer. If any man would have heterosexual feelings, I believe they would be brought out by her. In my experiment I wanted Sam to kiss Asha and see what happens. (No, am not a pimp). I actually had to plead and promise my being indebted to her if she could help. So on Wednesday I went over to Sam's place with Asha and we proceeded with the experiment. Sam claimed he did not feel anything at all. Asha wasn't disappointed since I had kissed her before just to be sure I was gay (u never know, right).<br />
This then led me to my argument with Sam on being gay due to the environment. I believe that if you are gay because of your environment only and it is not innate in you then you should at least feel a stirring if you get involved with a girl which was not the case in this 'experiment'**<br />
This led me to believe that Sam's was just a case of self-loathe gone overboard and to add inferiority complex just makes the matter a disaster. I do pity him a lot. In a span of three weeks, we have ended up discussing suicide on 7 separate occasions. He is a good soul but the strain of being gay is proving to be a waterloo unto him. I do hope he will learn to accept himself and reconcile with his god. Before he makes good his threats of 'offing' himself.<br />
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*Not the real names<br />
** ISO: 2008 certified experiment (LOL)Naughty feelinghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10263876364793780822noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2029892991364378622.post-49841990421175684522011-02-05T22:49:00.002+03:002011-02-05T22:58:48.256+03:00FINDING ME Well, it's been a while since I arranged my thoughts. It's February already! I guess time flies fast when a couple of old Professors are breathing down your throat for assignments, research papers and whatnots. Enough of that already at least the upcoming exams are a sign off relief as my holiday approaches.<br />
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I thank God I have been so busy for fear of actually slowing down and realizing am not really moving or making progress on all fronts. I am talking about the 'finding myself' phase and the fact that am not that patient guy (at least not last time I checked).<br />
So here I am at this point in my life to determine what the next years(God knows how many) are to be like. To say that I haven't made progress would be a lie. I have come to accept myself to a great extent and all I need to do is reconcile 'me' to my religion. The pastor at church seems to eye me when he has those pathetic homophobic notes in-front of him at the pulpit (paranoia). I could care less but it still nags me and uncle google has merely served to feed the wildfire (Australia's got nothing on this one).<br />
There is a burning desire to feel 'right' though in this case the right I seek was preset by heterosexuals and well, it is questionable to an extent. We all have that need to be accepted and not merely tolerated. I know you too have that need. It is a need capable of throwing you off-balance if you don't keep it in check. They always say to be your 'own man' and to do that sometimes requires you to turn your back to the gallery. But in turning our backs are we not risking all? We say that if someone can't accept you, you shouldn't waste a tear over them nor give them a second thought. All I say is what if this means turning your back on those we have called family for all those years? The same people who have given us comfort in times of doubt and sorrow? The same people who have been our lives' pillars all this while? Is it not selfish of us to expect them to understand us and we not them? It is a recurring thought that reverberates throughout my head in all my waking life. I do realize that the prejudices held against the likes of myself are all 'fixed' information that mostly have no logical bearing whatsoever but there's always that small nagging to believe otherwise.<br />
Oh, how easy it would be to sit back and suck it in, all the while telling yourself that they are right and you have to curb your 'hunger' as they call it. How easy it would be to fade into the mundane background and follow all the norms they selfishly lay out as necessary to be considered a member of their society. It would be so simple to sit back and throw barbs at the fags, laugh at gay pride parades and trash the gay neighbor we merely suspect but have no evidence of his orientation. So easy... *sigh*<br />
But such is not my path as I have come to terms with albeit with a tinge of fear. The road ahead can't be smooth. I can't promise myself to be at the helm of every gay rights march but I do realize my part in the whole system. I must learn to stop and breath and let not the unknown bother me in my journey. I must be able to live in the moment that is now for tomorrow never comes and today is all we have to live for right?<br />
I am not sure I will have the courage to face my beloved family when the inevitable moment of fessing up comes, nor my dearest of friends. I may never be sure if I will accept it to be a part of my public image. I may not even stand up for the rights of my brothers publicly nor my own.<br />
For now I know I have only come to accept myself and even that is not complete yet. This may seem selfish but am only myself at the end of the day and I guess I will have to be content with accepting myself for now. I may never be the next David Kato or Denis from GALCK but for now I am a fierce gay rights advocate within myself. That within itself is an accomplishment.<br />
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The peace that is in accepting myself is immeasurable and though the terror of the truth coming to light is ever ominously towering above me. I have come to terms with myself. That's the best I can do as I live in the here and now, throwing to the wind all caution and foreboding.<br />
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I live for now...let tomorrow fight it's own battles.Naughty feelinghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10263876364793780822noreply@blogger.com8tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2029892991364378622.post-33433985739334544502011-01-28T21:46:00.000+03:002011-01-28T21:46:10.947+03:00COVER UP OR THE TRUTH? Reuters Uganda have reported that according to the Uganda Police, David Kato's killing may not be a case of hate crime as earlier reported. "His homosexuality has not come up as an issue in the preliminary investigation," police spokeswoman, Judith Nabakooba, told Reuters. According to <a href="http://uk.reuters.com/article/idUKTRE70Q72220110127?pageNumber=1">Reuters</a> Uganda the police haven't considered the hate crime angle and are instead investigating a person who had been living with David prior to the attack.<br />
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Case of conspiracy/cover-up or just the plain truth? You decide...Naughty feelinghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10263876364793780822noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2029892991364378622.post-80218764652911896002011-01-27T19:51:00.001+03:002011-01-27T20:27:20.053+03:00FALLEN HERO<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_C01IWoloxDs/TUGq4MlRRqI/AAAAAAAAAC0/mkkoyr5wwto/s1600/David_Kato_957873746.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="clear: left; float: left; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" height="211" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_C01IWoloxDs/TUGq4MlRRqI/AAAAAAAAAC0/mkkoyr5wwto/s320/David_Kato_957873746.jpg" width="320" /></a></div> The brutal murder of <a href="http://www.news24.com/Africa/News/Ugandan-gay-activist-beaten-to-death-after-threats-20110127">David Kato</a>, a Ugandan human rights activist is both saddening and shocking yet it serves as a wake up call to all. I send my condolences to his friends and family for their bereavement at this time.<br />
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While this issue has been addressed many a time by a number of bloggers, I think it is time the cloak and dagger games came to a stop. An innocent life has been lost in a grotesque manner. This goes to show how deep-seated the hate for LGBTI persons has become. It is indeed a grave issue that if not addressed might end up justifying the bloodshed of innocent people all because someone holds a different idea on whom <u style="font-weight: bold;">they</u> (not you) choose to express their love towards. To kill a fellow human with such savage I think ends up contradicting the same doctrines the anti-gay crusaders purport to stick to. Shame on all of you.<br />
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R.I.P. DAVID KATONaughty feelinghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10263876364793780822noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2029892991364378622.post-42442468937334800362011-01-27T19:34:00.000+03:002011-01-27T19:34:42.693+03:00ILGA RESPONDS TO DAVID KATO'S BRUTAL MURDER<span style="border-collapse: collapse;">ILGA CONDEMS DAVID KATO?S MURDER URGING UGANDA AUTHORITIES TO ENSURE SAFETY<br />
LGBTI COMMUNITY<br />
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Brussels, January 26, 2011 -- ILGA the International Lesbian, Gay, Bisexual,<br />
Trans and Intersex association is appalled and shocked by the murder of gay<br />
rights activist David Kato in Uganda on Wednesday. Kato?s body was found by<br />
neighbors in his house in Kampala on Wednesday hacked on the head with a<br />
hammer. From Mexico-city ILGA?s co-secretary-general, Gloria Careaga issued<br />
a forceful demand to Uganda?s authorities, to stop the persecution and<br />
violence against LGBTI people and to thoroughly and promptly investigate<br />
?this hideous crime?. ?We demand justice and respect. Our international work<br />
is based on the phrase ?Nobody is safe until everybody is safe?, Careaga<br />
stated.<br />
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Kato?s murder comes only weeks after the Uganda Supreme Court told the local<br />
magazine ?Rolling Stones? to stop publishing names of prominent Ugandan<br />
alleged homosexuals and calling for them to be hanged. It now seems someone<br />
apparently took up the magazine?s call and David Kato, who was out already<br />
as gay man and LGBTI activist has become the first lethal victim of the<br />
magazine?s hate call. Careaga: ?First we need to mourn David and celebrate<br />
his life and legacy, while giving comfort and support to his family, friends<br />
and fellow-activists in Uganda and all over the world. But then we will have<br />
to ensure that his death proves that the wave of hate towards LGBTI people<br />
in Africa and particularly in Uganda must be stopped and turned around". She<br />
quoted a statement of Kato in an interview by the New Internationalist<br />
Magazine last year: ?I can?t run away and leave the people I am protecting.<br />
People might die, but me, I will be the last one to run out of here?. ?David<br />
Kato did not run, and he died. We cannot leave his work undone? Gloria<br />
Careaga stressed.<br />
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David Kato visited the ILGA?s headquarter in Brussels as recently as march<br />
last year on a tour of European institutions and governments to boost<br />
support against the Ugandan law proposal aiming to make homosexuality<br />
punishable by death. Kato has been arrested three times for his activism and<br />
faced innumerable other forms of harassment and assault. A long-time<br />
activist, Kato had earned the title of ?grandfather of the kuchus? ? as gay<br />
men in Kampala call themselves ? for his work on behalf of people in the<br />
LGBT community. In the past he has sheltered many people in his home,<br />
visited them in prison and worked for their release. He worked as the<br />
advocacy and litigation officer for SMUT, Sexual Minorities Uganda, Uganda?s<br />
main LGBTI Rights group. David Kato?s murder ironically comes on the same<br />
day that United Nations Secretary General Ban Ki Moon made the strongest<br />
call ever by the UN for an end to human rights violations based on sexual<br />
orientation and gender identity.<br />
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Mario Kleinmoedig<br />
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ILGA Press Officer</span>Naughty feelinghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10263876364793780822noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2029892991364378622.post-61648254558904527222011-01-13T01:13:00.000+03:002011-01-13T01:13:45.033+03:00Topics tropicalized for us? I can't really be sure. But I am of the inclination that the world is conspiring for some unknown reason so far. In my past single week of being on campus, I can almost swear that there has been a very sharp increase on debate regarding the gay community both in Kenya and globally <u><b>mind you that 96% of the people I interact with so far are heterosexual</b></u>. Though most of the arguments are tropicalized (made to suit our Kenyan situation). I realize that there is a gradual increase in the interest on the subject of homosexuality amongst our future leaders (am not so sure about the leaders part).<br />
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Obviously the discussions have been more inclined towards the argument against supporting homosexuality and accepting homosexuals in our society. Though this is a chance for the trolls to spread their vitriol, I have come to see this as a disguised blessing (stay with me on this one). The thing is, as these arguments continue to be on their minds and lips, they will be forced to research their facts and maybe, just maybe they may be able to realize the fallacies that they have for most of their young adult lives idolized as truths and get to see this situation in proper context. The main thing that made me find this weird coincidence worth writing about is the fact that many are getting to stop seeing this as a religious issue and are getting to see it in the proper social context that should be their basis of argument. Though the bible argument is far from over, I hope reason prevails. Just call me optimistic or delirious but I see hope...Naughty feelinghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10263876364793780822noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2029892991364378622.post-91375464406787254382011-01-06T22:20:00.001+03:002011-01-06T22:27:39.686+03:00Happy new yearA rather belated wish to y'all for a happy new year!<br />
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</div><div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_C01IWoloxDs/TSYXUpzJr6I/AAAAAAAAACs/q_GWvQm1-EY/s1600/happy-new-year-i1.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="clear: left; float: left; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" height="286" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_C01IWoloxDs/TSYXUpzJr6I/AAAAAAAAACs/q_GWvQm1-EY/s320/happy-new-year-i1.jpg" width="320" /></a></div>Getting down to other 'stuff', I happen to have not had any sort of a holiday what with all the assignments and innumerable number of research papers to submit. I haven't much to say save for expressing my hope for a good new year and from the onset this promises to be an entirely new and breathtaking time for the next 359 days (hope the champagne keeps on flowing and the party don't stop). Am so glad for all the good things that I have in my life inclusive of my 'blogworld' out here, a place of refuge. </div><div><br />
</div><div>Talk to you soon after I make some old professor angry with lengthy reports. ;) </div>Naughty feelinghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10263876364793780822noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2029892991364378622.post-90008952553065054302010-12-24T17:35:00.001+03:002010-12-24T17:37:21.888+03:00Merry ChristmasIt's been a while and am now on holiday and just stopped to use this mall's wifi network to wish y'all a merry christmas and season's greetings to all of you as we all celebrate this season. Though my discovery phase has made leaps and bounds am still elated that such a mainstream singer as Katy Perry advocates for acceptance of gays in her new touching video of <a href="http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QGJuMBdaqIw">Fireworks</a>. Though some vitriol is included in the comments on the video, after skimming through the comments, most people seemed to think homophobia belongs to unevolved (is there such a word?) species, enjoy, it almost made me cry. :'-) FOLLOW <a href="http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QGJuMBdaqIw">THIS LINK</a>.<br />
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Merry Christmas!!Naughty feelinghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10263876364793780822noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2029892991364378622.post-77431845116063109962010-12-11T18:34:00.000+03:002010-12-11T18:34:05.687+03:00so soI have been and might still be away for a while as I compile my random life events for later posting. I did miss blogosphere and talking about myself.<br />
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The workload I am having at my university is almost suicidal since god knows who told them the end of the world was here (no, it ain;t 2012. yet.). So I guess that's as far as one tired guy like me can stretch a greeting, LOL!<br />
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see you soon, back undercover I go (u know am talking about books though, right?)<br />
xoxoxoxoxoxoNaughty feelinghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10263876364793780822noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2029892991364378622.post-52443963347826384062010-09-26T16:00:00.000+03:002010-09-26T16:00:26.660+03:00CUMMING IN HANDYBoy am I lucky am not under 18!<br />
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Since my little <a href="http://queeryoung.blogspot.com/2010/09/reverberations.html">incident</a> of which am greatly and immensely sorry about to all involved, am not grounded since 19 year olds don't get grounded but the heat is on and I pleaded on both knees to be allowed to stay with access to all amenities except any car which of course was out of the question all together. After being granted my wishes albeit with strings attached, the neck brace didn't aide my attempt to get back on my feet at all.<br />
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Anyway the folks are off to church though mummy's still in shock and am having a lot of time on my hands. This comes in handy to help me catch up on my internet time and am gonna blog about anything from trees to four-leaf clovers till me-time is over.<br />
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Though the time on my hands isn't a lot of help since I can't help but think of all the other ways things would've gone awry.Naughty feelinghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10263876364793780822noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2029892991364378622.post-32404543619202245502010-09-25T22:12:00.001+03:002010-09-25T22:12:52.374+03:00Reverberations<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">Well... After this </span><a href="http://queeryoung.blogspot.com/2010/09/tgif.html"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">post</span></a><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">, to say we painted the town pink would be a gross understatement. Plus of course to celebrate </span><a href="http://kenyangay.blogspot.com/2010/09/6-years-later.html"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">GNM's</span></a><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;"> sixth we took no prisoners and boy must I say Kenyan guys (gay, just so we're on the same page) can rock a party like no one's bizness.</span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">Leaving home at five and rocking up at some random party in Westlands with a new found posse was the bestest idea ever like in God knows how long! As usual firewater was free and flowing to the contentment of all. Then came the dancing and boy o boy did the boys get their groove on! Damn! I wish that would be relived (I doubt it will). since I was tired of being a goody-two shoes I just let loose n I must admit it was the touchstone of this year. I really enjoyed myself and just to get things clear; I am an advocate for safe sex !</span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">After rocking the party time to leave came and we set off but just as rowdy as possible. Am talking howling passengers and drinks all over the car upholstery (daddy ain't gonna be amused!) so were speeding in the wee hours of the morning through Mandera road and just as we take a turn on Othaya road I see this amorphous big blue mammoth of a truck barreling towards the corner without any lights on it save for the reflectors on the truck that the car we were driving illuminated and as silly me navigates the corner, the truck simply tore of the whole half back right side of the sedan. The noise made was super sonic so much so that i never heard the airbags deploy so obviously am hit smack on the face and that momentary impact almost literally took my breath away. These were all blurred as i came to realize i wasn't alone in the vehicle. I saw jack who was seated on the right side of the car on the left side and in a manner that betrayed his utter state of shock.</span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">Waking up in Nairobi Hospital with a bandaged lip and a neck brace with the family staring at this soon to be dead lad made me wish the flash had gone on to become the famous white light that welcomes the departed. What ensued were police statements after discharge and accusations and counter accusations and promises of a follow up though the fact that my neck stung like a matha***** was not of any importance. Luckily Jack and Steven were both better off than I and weren't harmed thanks to airbags and God. Now that the day is over am really seeing the lack of thought and disregard for life of myself and my friends. To Jack and Steven: My sincerest apologies to u and family.</span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">As u would guess the pictures of the car wreck confirmed my fears of the car being written-off with the rear axle completely torn apart. Dad's still acting nice but i know it is the lull before the storm that belies the terror and unspoken suffering to ensue, to which I welcome with open arms since I am stupid for driving under influence. So here I come public transport with a cold heart. (hope we have a long friendship).</span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">Am still sorry...</span>Naughty feelinghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10263876364793780822noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2029892991364378622.post-11120756249325568472010-09-23T22:21:00.000+03:002010-09-23T22:21:39.113+03:00T.G.I.FNot to preempt myself but it's gonna be Friday in a few hours. And when it's Friday you know we gotta party n paint the town pink. So in the spirit of our trail of destruction, here's to all u hotties !!<a href="http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KFG6AoEScVE">here is Taio Cruz 4 ya!</a>Naughty feelinghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10263876364793780822noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2029892991364378622.post-36170822116645653572010-09-22T20:50:00.000+03:002010-09-22T20:50:52.610+03:00pick upsWell, am not one to be picky but we are quite a funny lot. I was recently aimlessly going through the web and stumbled upon a site where it would be safe to say a lot of Kenyan gay men like to interact through. That was not what caught my eye.<a href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_C01IWoloxDs/TJpBoSoK-tI/AAAAAAAAACQ/3w64riIhJX4/s1600/uhuru-park-1_1.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="clear: right; float: right; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-left: 1em;"><img border="0" height="240" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_C01IWoloxDs/TJpBoSoK-tI/AAAAAAAAACQ/3w64riIhJX4/s320/uhuru-park-1_1.jpg" width="320" /></a> <br />
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As i roved further down the message boards I got a funny title of where guys pick up other guys and I being the curious one peeped in to see what guys had noted down. Apart from the normal places and pubs guys pick each other up the city council toilets and Uhuru park popped up quite a lot. This was what had me baffled: How on God's green earth do u pick up a guy in a council restroom of which I have seen some (read most) to be quite unsightly what with the wanting levels of hygiene. Some even alleged to have gone at it in the toilet stalls to which I felt a hint of disgust. <i>like seriously, a toilet stall!!!! come on!!!!</i> Anyway this was the least of my surprise. The Uhuru park cruisers caught me by surprise too and more so for the mere fact that they pick each other up and go at it like rabbits in the bushes. Mind you this is someone you just met a few minutes ago. Hot-blooded or not that is downright cheap and reckless, aside from indecent exposure and risk of contracting STD's. <i>Dudes get serious!! </i>This is a recreational park for all people to relax not an opportunity to sneak a peek at a blue movie!! <i>Euch!!</i><br />
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And so my despair set in, he came back with a put-on Italian accent that tended to wear off when he spoke more than two words. So he was describing for us his trip to the olive country. He proceeded to narrate how he was assigned two roommates of whom one was gay and the other was a goth and they had all gone there for a spiritual retreat.<br />
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As you can guess, this did not go down well with lil' mister old-fashioned. He unashamedly narrated how he had to go complain to the seminary administration for mixing him with the wretched of the earth and for exposing him to 'communicable sin' (whatever that meant). As fate would have it, the administration simply rebuffed his attempts at being prejudiced against his roommates. He was instead told that if he felt too offended he could himself leave the seminary to which he obviously declined. So as a coping strategy, he preferred to get into the room at odd hours when all others had long been asleep. For the simple fact that the goth might attempt to suck his blood and the gay man might jump him and force him to do the monkey dance. At this point some people in the congregation seemed to find this funny for some reason unknown to the preacher. He went on to condemn his roommates to eternal fire and brimstone and the works. He ranted on and on as I wondered when the 'sharing' would end. He was basically fueling hate against LGBT, GOTHS and the western governments for allowing such 'devils' (his own words) to send us all to eternal damnation. <br />
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When the sermon was over a sort of discussion started at one of the church's exit (mind you this was a youth service). And interestingly enough, it was on social acceptance and I got drawn into it. The argument was on the premise of the preacher's experience with some saying that it was time for people to stop sticking their heads in the sand and wake up to the reality that there are such people among us and that they are no less human and I couldn't help but echo these sentiments. The preacher himself finally came in and after 30 minutes of deliberations, accusations and all the pastor and his supporters gave in since they couldn't prove their facts. I couldn't help but be amused at the preacher's tired attempt to smear peoples characters based on preferences. I was happy that in a small way all the publicity wasn't wasted in jolting the society into opening their eyes to what is around us all, and it won't go away just coz they wish it. While at the same time we (LGBT) should give time and be patient while avoiding the 'in your face' approach we are known for. It is not too far of that we shall be acknowledged.<br />
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<span style="font-size: large;"><u><b><span style="color: #cc0000;">*DISCLAIMER:</span></b></u></span> This was in Karen where luckily the congregation is largely accommodating to varied ideologies. The same place where two boys kissed at the bus stop without stone-pelting and mob justice taking place. This may not always end so amicably in all places.Naughty feelinghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10263876364793780822noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2029892991364378622.post-31187457798701351012010-08-05T22:55:00.004+03:002010-08-05T23:06:18.248+03:00VICTORY!!!!<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_C01IWoloxDs/TFsYIYX_fzI/AAAAAAAAAB4/KP9deRZQ7S0/s1600/kenya.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="clear: left; float: left; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" height="212" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_C01IWoloxDs/TFsYIYX_fzI/AAAAAAAAAB4/KP9deRZQ7S0/s320/kenya.jpg" width="320" /></a></div>I am going ahead to congratulate all Kenyans for the peaceful and orderly expression of their choice for their future. I was particularly shocked (in a good way, that is) to see all the ICT applied by the <a href="http://www.iiec.or.ke/">IIEC</a> commission to tally and coordinate their field agents and the tally center. And the officials actually knew what went on on the ground. Kudos to their dedication and giving us an easy time accessing results.<br />
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And to those nefarious NO leaders and the so-called church men, please gracefully accept that you were on the wrong side of history even though we are all winners.<br />
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After actually being awake from 5 O'clock Wednesday morning am sort of tired and I do need my beauty sleep though I couldn't do so till I gave thanks where it was due. I am anxious for the road ahead to implementation and actually living it. This is a victory for us kenyans and a great step toward addressing our minorities and the marginalized and to finally exorcise the ghost of corruption that has plagued us so. I am not gonna be awake for the next 36 hours so it's bottoms up everyone and let's get this party started!! Love ya and great weekend ahead.Naughty feelinghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10263876364793780822noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2029892991364378622.post-49841764218833970182010-07-28T18:49:00.001+03:002010-07-28T18:52:43.753+03:00DAWN IS APPROACHING<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_C01IWoloxDs/TFBSIvhLtkI/AAAAAAAAABw/1Pi5a3fF-Aw/s1600/sunrise.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="clear: left; float: left; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" height="261" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_C01IWoloxDs/TFBSIvhLtkI/AAAAAAAAABw/1Pi5a3fF-Aw/s400/sunrise.jpg" width="400" /></a></div>For some unknown reason, I can't seem to sit still. I am sure it has something to do with the fact that Friday is once again beckoning and am sure to get it on then.<br />
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I think it is an exhilarating feeling having closed a big chapter of my life and heading to another bigger/smaller one (it depends). I am not a politics fanatic but with the referendum and all approaching, I can't help but get that feeling of anticipation of something that will be nothing short of glorious in the story of our great state of Kenya. It's almost like the feeling you get right before the climax and your'e almost definitely gonna scream and u wanna bite your tongue(strange analogy). That is what is happening to us as a country. What with mzee MOI running around like a person on fire declaring to all and sundry his sad state of despair. Knowing we will get what he fought so hard to keep out of our grasp and this is our chance to stick it to the old geyser!<br />
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I am not peddling hate speech or anything, am all for peace and love to all but this is our moment and our time to emancipate ourselves as a citizenry. To separate ourselves from the age of darkness that had threatened shrink our country to Somali status and I don't think I have time for one that wants us to stay oppressed.<br />
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And for those opposed, dawn is approaching and fast! Since they are like the mystical vampires that almost sucked us dry, They will shrivel and wither away as a new day rises resurrecting hope, faith, prosperity, love and tolerance in our country.Naughty feelinghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10263876364793780822noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2029892991364378622.post-76639280920983492832010-07-21T12:51:00.000+03:002010-07-21T12:51:23.365+03:00strip downI had to strip down the wallpaper (I knew y'all wouldn't mind). It was getting kinda drab there for a while.<br />
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Hope you like it. I am accommodating reforms to modify the new approach to life. Too much talking I know.<br />
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See you in a while. ;)Naughty feelinghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10263876364793780822noreply@blogger.com4